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[05 Dec 2009|08:12pm]
When's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Today. I was aggravated I cant see Russell tonight but happy because he was sweet about it.

Would you ever smile at a stranger?
all the time

How often do you listen to music?
everyday

If you could change your eye color would you?
nah, i like being blue

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
no. some things are unforgivable.

Is there a girl that you would do absolutely everything for?
my sister, cait, ashley..my mom..i guess any girl i care about lol

Are you dating the last person you talked to?
nahh

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
my brother lol

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
jim

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
yeah.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
the situation has changed, but not me.

Honestly, what are you thinking about right now?
actually, how i miss scott. i want to talk to him but it would be a bad idea.

Do you like to wear suits?
sometimes. a spiffy courtroom suits fun.

Who knows a secret about you that no one else does?
i really dont have any secrets.

Have you kissed anyone today?
yeah.

Will you kiss anyone tomorrow?
yeah.

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
kubs and cait

Do you think it's possible to fall in love with someone in just 2 weeks?
i dont really know.

Is any part of you sad at all?
yeah. ive got a bit of a heavy heart right now. things are too complicated and im a little bit scared im going to fuck something up.

Ever receive a really long apology?
not a super long one.

Do you give out second chances too easily?
with some people yeah

When was the last time you wanted to just crawl in a hole and die?
when i didnt feel well monday

If you could go back and do things differently, would you?
no. i dont have any regrets. i just wish things werent as jacked up as they are.

Does anyone not like you at the moment?
im sure

Ever been out of state?
yeah

Would you ever consider living with anyone on your top friends?
i dont have anything with a top friends but im just going to say yeah

When you say you don't care do you mean it?
yeah. i may screw everything else up but i say what i mean and mean what i say.

Do you regret anything that you’ve done in your past?
no

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
nah. unless they smoke so much it gives me a headache

Are promises important to you?
yeah. but i dont always expect them to be kept.

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yeah

Do you hate being home alone?
sometimes. i like it during the day.

Plan on getting drunk or high tonight?
maybe. i cant quite decide what i want to do.

Can you last in a relationship for 6 months?
yeahh

Has anything upset you in the last week?
yeahh

If you found out your best friend was smoking weed, would you be disappointed?
haha no, i wouldnt be disappointed. caitlin enjoys it sometimes which is cool. and kub still does it sometimes too.

Where is your biological mother right now?
around here somewhere. i can hear her.

Anyone you're giving up on?
i dont give up on anyone.

Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in 09?
yeah

Are you one of those people who constantly check the time?
yeah. and i dont know why.

Are you addicted to cigarettes?
not addicted no

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
no. how does that solve anything.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
wish i could

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an J?
yeahh

Do you have a favorite number?
28 yeahh alex semin. and 18..i dont know why

Will this weekend be a good one?
tomorrow will really have to make up for it

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
this one is tricky.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
no. i wear them on my face.

Do you have a bad temper?
sometimes

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
yeahh

Has a song ever made you cry?
yeah lol
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[05 Dec 2009|07:28pm]
I hate snow. Argh. Way to ruin my plans weather...

However, I did get to spend the day with Kubs. Took a nap, ate bacon, played with Smokey, watched gangland. Yeh. Then his dad swung by and we drank coffee, smoked ciggs, and talked about this Misfits and Pennywise forever while Mike played Mario Kart and bitched about how he couldnt skate...I have the greatest dysfunctional family a girl could ask for.

I really wanted to see Rusty tonight. Fuck snow.

Its going to be a boring fucking night...but I think I have a bottle of wine.

Or...since I have to get rid of my car soon and its slick out I could go out driving and have fun with my little dick stick while I still have it...I will miss you Sampson.
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[28 Nov 2009|09:42pm]
Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yeahh

Have you ever made out in the backseat of a car?
Yeah

Are you feeling cuddly?
Yeah. I miss Russ.

Name something you dislike about December:
I really dont like being cold

Is the last person you kissed a virgin?
No.

What are you currently listening to?
Lady gaga and beyonce lol

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
Nah

Do you think you would lose some friends if you gained 100 pounds?
Id like to say no but you never know lol

Do you care if people swear around you?
No

Are you happier now? Or were you happier four months ago?
Things are a little complicated at the moment. I will be happier when things get more comfortable.

Are you highly attracted to anyone right now?
Yeah

Are you currently looking forward to anything?
Yeah. Russells coming.

Did the last person you kissed have any piercings?
Nope

Do you break things when you're mad?
Sometimes. By accident.

Is your hair clean?
Yeah.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Work..blah

How many piercings do you have?
Just ears.

Would you ever get a tattoo in a "naughty" place?
Like on my tits or ass?? nah i dont think so.

Is confidence cute?
Its pretty sexy.

What was the last beverage that you had?
Cherry coke

Do you like dark or light jeans better?
Dark

Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
Well yeah

The last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling you for?
He probably misplaced something and thinks I know where it is for some reason...or hes just got to tell me everything that happened while he was skating.

Do you remember who you liked in grade 7?
Yeah lol

Last bed you slept in other than your own?
Kubs

Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yeah.

Would you be able to date someone who didn't make you laugh?
No, not at all

Are you happy with the way things are going?
I like the general direction

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
closed

Do you believe that teenagers can be in love and stay in love?
Yeah, I do

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yeah

How many girlfriend's/boyfriend's did you actually love?
Kubs and Scott

Have you ever kissed a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend?
Before they were together

What were you doing last night around 3am?
Sleeping

Where do you think your #1 is right now?
I dont know what that means

When will you next see your #1?
...

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
Female.

What was the last thing you had to eat?
A B.L.T salad

Do you wear contacts?
Nah. Theyre freaky.

Is anything bothering you?
yeah.. Suddent changes in temperatures make me have to pee

Are you craving anything right now?
Nah

Does your bedroom need cleaning?
Eh, more like organizing.

Do you like horror or comedy?
both. horror more.
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[28 Nov 2009|09:29pm]
I have ate so much food over the past few days I feel like I should not eat for about a week. Did that stop me from getting Taco Bell today? Hell no.
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Keep me searching for a heart of gold... [26 Nov 2009|11:58am]
Yikes. My head hurts. I am completely wiped out. Work was horrendous yesterday. 12-8 of nonstop madness. I am so glad its over. But its only a matter of time before the Christmas nonsense.

Mike and I went to the bar last night. Good lord. The place was packed and there were quite a few people there I havent seen in years. And everybody that skates ridge. I say this all the time but I really am grateful that hes got it together and everything worked out between us as well. That boy means so much to me. I will always be his girl.

Fell asleep at his house with Smokey. Woke up, came home, ate scrammbled eggs, watched part of the parade, cleaned, I need to take a shower, then I get to eat SO MUCH FOOD!!!
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I procrastinate like a mother fucker [22 Nov 2009|09:37pm]
I should be writing this paper. Due tomorrow. Knew about it for months. Go me.

So. I love the new tattoo. They are very gangster looking. Caitlin and I are too badass for our own good.

Scott is officially the biggest asshole I ever knew. Im so pissed off I cant even think straight.

If it werent for Caitlin and Michael I dont know where I would be. I love you both more than youll ever know.
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Ride Johnny Ride! [18 Nov 2009|08:19pm]
I finally feel like the old me is back. And Im not going anywhere. Thats a promise.

Scott decided to talk to me today. Sort of awkward. He wants to hang out..try and be friends. Yeah..we will see how that goes I guess. Im willing to try. I spent three years of my life with the guy. I would never shut him out. Im sort of a dick, but thats the one thing I couldnt bring myself to do.

Getting tatted with Caitlin tomorrow! I am way excited. Eeekk!

I hate when I am hungry but I dont know what I want. I need to eat something though. Kubs and I are going to draft night and I got to be able to hold it together. Should be a funny night.
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I do these more often than I should... [16 Nov 2009|07:13pm]
Can you handle this if it's gets personal?
sure.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
i would like a trans am. t- top. gunmetal.

Coke, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, opium...How many have you done?
oxy...wisdom teeth.

Does anyone not like you at the moment?
yeah.

Ever been out of your state?
yeah.

Who was the last person you kissed? Will you kiss them again?
Kubs. The quick guy/girl friend kiss.

Would you ever consider living with anyone on your top friends?
I dont have a top friends thing.

When you say you don't care do you mean it?
yeah. unless its sarcastic.

Do you regret anything that you’ve done in your past?
I can honestly say I have no regrets

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
nah

Are promises important to you?
well yeah

What's something you really regret saying to someone?
I say things I dont mean when Im angry, but its pretty obvious that im just being a jerk because im mad.

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yeah.

Do you hate being home alone?
sometimes.

Plan on getting drunk or high tonight?
maybe...no class to go to tomorrow.

Can you last in a relationship for 6 months?
yeah.

Think back in April, how was your love life then?
I was with scott.

Has anything upset you in the last week?
yeah. I got a little upset putting some of scotts things away.

If you found out your best friend was smoking weed, would you be disappointed?
haha caitlin smokes on occasion. im not disappointed lol. and kubs still smokes occasionally as well. far less than he did. im not disappointed. cautious.

Where is your biological mother right now?
in the kitchen.

Anyone you're giving up on?
I dont give up on anybody. Never have.

Would you be more likely to fail Science or Math?
Math.

Do you have any bruises?
yeah. all the time.

Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in 09?
scott

Are you one of those people who constantly check the time?
yeah. and i dont know why lol i just do it.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
yeah i guess

Anyone you were good friends with, that you no longer get along with?
i guess you could say scott right now

If your best friend said they were running away, what would you say?
Id tell cait to go for it lol shes a woman on a mission. and id tell kubs like hell he is. or i get his house if he does.

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yeah

Is it ever too late to apologize?
better late than never

Are you addicted to cigarettes?
not addicted no

Someone tells you your beautiful, what do you say?
thanks and blush

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
nahh

Has anyone said you have changed lately?
yeahh

Your ex calls you to tell you they hate you, what would you say?
you need to pull yourself together

What do you sleep in?
boxers, t shirt

Do you like funny people or serious people?
I like both

What are you listening to?
beastie boys...im so odd

What do you have planned for tonight?
Im not sure yet

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
yeah

Do you prefer myspace or socialsplash?
I dont have either

Do you have a favorite item of clothing?
Hatebreed sweatshirt. thanks caitlin!

Do you like messages or comments better?
i guess either

Last movie you saw in theaters?
haha jennifers body. why.

Last thing you ate?
lobster bisque haha fuck yeah.

What was last thing you drank?
peppermint latte. ive been pretty fancy today.

Are you happy right now?
yeah.

Who makes you happiest right now?
cait and kubs and russell

What were you doing at midnight last night?
leaving kubs

Are you left handed?
righty tighty

What is the last thing you thought about?
wheres my phone?

When is your birthday?
sept 23

Do you want to get married & have children one day?
yeahh.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
summer

Have you ever been out past curfew?
yeah. i enjoyed mischeif back in the day.

Is there a guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
my dad. scott. kubs.

Are you enemies with a former friend?
nah

Where is your ex?
I dont know.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
i dont remember. russell i think.

Who was the last person in your bed besides you?
my dog

Do you currently have a hickey?
yeah haha i feel like im in high school. its rediculous.

Can you vote next election?
yeah

Do you think the drinking age should be lowered to 18?
absolutely not

Do you drink tea?
yeah

Is there someone you often talk to drunk?
yeah. jim from work. we're like pop rocks on steroids when we are drunk together.

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
no. theyre pretty easy to figure out. and so are girls for the most part. guys are just so amusing. i appreciate them so much. they are brutally honest and love to fix broken things.

Are you picky about who you give your number to?
not really

If you failed a class for the year, would you rather go to summer school or repeat the grade?
I never had to do that. Ive dropped classes and retaken them to get a better grade though.

If you got expelled from school, what school would you go to next?
I guess whatever college accepted me.

Are any of your teachers left-handed?
not this semester. i didnt realize how strange it is that i know that until being asked.

Are there any embarrassing videos of you floating around in cyberspace?
I dont believe so

Do you know anyone with weird hair colors?
i guess

Have you ever had a dream about MySpace?
no lol

Would you say you have an organized bedroom?
for the most part. i have designated junky areas.

Think of the last person who said "I love you", do you think they meant it?
I know he did

Do your parents trust you to stay the night at your boyfriend's house?
yeah.

Don't you just hate running into people you know?
if its a good friend i dont mind. if its one of those awkward hey i havent seen you in years situations that can be sticky.

Have you ever tried to drink something but you missed your mouth?
lol yes

Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
what are you doing here

Do you feel uncomfortable around the opposite sex? If so, why?
nah. i prefer being around them. far less bullshit.

What could you not go without during the day?
its pathetic that i almost said taco bell. i guess im going to have to go with some form of food
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[16 Nov 2009|06:25pm]
What an excellend weekend. Sushi with Caitlin. Hangouts with work buddies. Russell came down for the weekend. Lemondrops and Zombieland with Kubs...Life has been pretty sweet lately.

AND

NEW TATTOO COMING SOON!!! Yay Caitlin!
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[12 Nov 2009|02:58pm]
If you ran out of gas while driving on a backroad and your cell phone has no service...
Set up flares. Wait awhile. Then walk.

You went into your workplace and realized that everyone was laughing as you walked by...
This is normal.

Your bf/gf/spouse just told you they robbed a bank and you were both now rich...
Laugh. That would be a guy I would date lol

You were offered 1 million dollars to humiliate your best friend beyond friendship repair....
Turn it down.

You caught your bf/gf/spouse cheating on you....
Leave him. Then call his mother.

You see an older man collapse on the sidewalk as you drive by....
Stop to help.

Come face to face with a bear and your alone with nothing on you but your cell phone and a bottle of water...
Leave the bear alone. Walk away and hope hes not angry. Theres not really much you can do. They can climb and swim.

Your driving on a 3 lane highway and you see a broken down car, a "help" sign in the window, car hood up, and a middle aged woman sitting on the hood of the car...
If the hoods up she cant be sitting on it. So she would have to be hovering. I dont like hovering. I would drive away.

Your bf/gf/spouse is moving 3 states away for a job and they have asked you to move with them.....
Go with them.

You are one and a half years away from obtaining a masters degree in your career, and you find out your pregnant ( Or for guys, your gf/spouse is pregnant)....
Take the masters courses online.

You wake up bald.....
Freak out. Then get a wig or something.

You come home and go to unlock your door after a long day at work, realizing you left your house key at work. (No one is home)...
Ive done this before...a few times actually...my grandma lives around the corner. I just go there and raid her fridge and wait.

You are preparing to give an important lecture or presentation at work, and realize you grabbed your childs homework instead of your notes....
Wing it. Ive never really had an issue.

You are swimming in the ocean and see the fin of a shark 10 feet away....
Stay still. And pray that by some form of telepathic communication they know that I love them so very much.

You are hiking in the mountains, it randomly begins to storm with harsh winds and lightening....
Find somewhere to crash.

You wake up and find that you are the only person that exists in the world.....
Drive everywhere in the country. I would do so much.

You alone know that the world is going to end in two weeks...
Marry Michael.

Your worst secret was just updated onto facebook....
Make an angry phone call.
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[12 Nov 2009|02:43pm]
I just want to crawl in bed. And die. I really dont want to have to re-do my shoulder. Fuck.
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[05 Nov 2009|07:24pm]
Do you sit outside at night time?
Summertime. Cait's house. Pack of smokes. Rancid. Bliss.

It's 1am, what channel or show are you watching?
Probably a movie.

Did you grow up in a dysfunctional household?
Not at all.

Is there anywhere that you consider a second home?
Cait and Mike's.

Besides your parents, do you call anyone else Mom or Dad?
Momma Kathy

How often do you daydream?
All the time.

Have you ever seen a movie that everyone seems to love but you hate?
Eh. I am sort of over Tommy Boy and Happy Gilmore.

What do you think about the city/town that you live in?
I am cold.

Do you watch any television shows online?
No.

What do you say or do when you find a flaw in something?
I don't know. I guess get mad for a second and get over it.

Do you have any kind of OCD?
YES! I have to write everything down..like on calendars. I have multiple.

How do you feel about horror movies?
I love them.

Are you a risk taker?
haha as of lately

Have you ever gone snorkeling?
No, I would enjoy it. I would be a little scared though.

Do you do crazy things just for the fun of them?
Yeah.

Would you say that you would try anything at least once?
Unless its completely rediculous yeah, probably.

Do you like the aisle seat or the window seat?
Aisle.

When was the last time you saw a grown man cry?
Awhile ago.

In your opinion, what is the worst generation?
Mine.

Have you ever been backstage at a concert?
No

Is your handwriting loopy, curvy, sloppy, unreadable, straight lined or just right?
Loopy

If you were a pilot, what kind of announcements would you make?
whatever was mandatory

What is your favorite kind of bread?
Rye

What would you say is the biggest misconception about you?
I'll always be guilty by association, judged by who I know....

Do you ever go to the movies alone?
No

Do you follow trends and styles?
Not really. I like shoes a lot though.

Who is your favorite actress?
Im crushin on Angelina

Has a child ever sworn at you? If yes, what did they say to you?
My brother.

Have you ever eaten a hot dog or sausage from a sidewalk stand?
YES! Thats so fun.

What woke you up this morning?
My dad had to tell me something. Then I fell back asleep.

Have you ever had plumbers crack?
Yeah haha

Are you named after anyone in the Bible?
Nope. A chipmunk.

Do you criticize other women's outfits?
Not really.

Has a stranger ever offered you a ride?
Yeah. I took it. Sike.

Are you a die hard fan of anything?
I am sort of ashamed to say the Caps right now. So hatebreed lol

Tell me about the last time that you had sex:
I was angry lol I dont know

When was your last cigarette?
Last night. First in ages.

Have you ever kissed anyone named Paul or Luke?
My dogs name is Luke. I smooch him on the nose.

Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Yeah

Do you think more about the past, present or future?
Past and present

What was the last beverage that you put into your mouth?
Water

What has been the highlight of your day?
I fell of my chair today talking to Kubs. It was funny. I dont even know how it happened.

Last place you went besides your house?
Work

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
Theyre a little weird right now. But good.

Does a kiss make you feel better?
Sometimes

Have you ever thought about your death?
In a non-creepy way yeah

When will your next kiss take place?
No idea

What was the last thing that a boy gave you?
A beer lol

Where is your phone right now?
On the floor

Are you someone who worries too often?
Yeah. Only about certain things though.

What was your reaction to the last text message you received?
I laughed

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Closed

Do you get cranky when you're hungry?
Yeahhh

The last time you had sex, was it in your bed?
No

What eye color on the preferred sex do you like the most?
Blue

Do you hope your children are like you someday?
It would certainly make my job easier. But I dont care. I just want to be able to tell them things without them thinking I was a total loser.

Your significant other leaves you for someone else. Now what?
Listen and deal.

Who was the last person to yell at you?
My dad lol


Who did you last go to the mall with?
My sister I think

Miss anyone?
No. Not anymore.

Where can you find the best french fries?
Checkers

Were you in a good mood last night?
Eh. It was oneof those weirdo nights.

What is bothering you at the moment?
I need to take a shower

Are any of your friends cheerleaders?
Nope

Who was the last person that you texted?
Russ

Would you ever dye your hair red?
No choice

When were you last on the phone?
For a verbal conversation...around 7

Have you ever passed out and not known where you were?
Yeahh

Would you say that you're addicted to sex?
No.

When was the last time you went to Starbucks?
Tuesday

Do you like the way you look?
Not right now lol Imdirty

Third text in your inbox and by whom?
Im really not going to look for that

What's the grossest thing your partner has done in front of you?
Scott would fart in my face

Do you think your best friend has ever been jealous of you before?
I dont think so

When's the next time you'll see her/him?
Soon Im sure

Have you ever watched a movie about Leprechauns?
Well, yeah

Do you have any other browser installed besides IE and Firefox?
No

What's the best and worst thing about your cell phone?
I havent dropped it in a toilet yet...Its always ringing

Are you in the dark now?
No.

Would you consider photography as a career for you?
No.

What's the longest time you've spent chewing one piece of gum?
No idea. A long while Im sure.

When's the last time you went tanning in the sun?
No idea

Did your last break-up happen face-to-face?
Yeah

Do you love big words, or do you prefer to keep conversations simple?
I dont mind either way.

What is one thing people expect you to do well?
Figure out legal problems

Who's one person you never expected to be friends with?
Mike again

Are you able to get along with people a few years younger than you?
Definitly

Anybody you know who recently went through a breakup?
Me lol

Did they come to you for comfort or advice?
I went to Caitlin...and the bar...and Mikes...and to play with puppies

Have you ever woken up early just to watch the sunrise?
Yeahhh

Do you remember what day your birthday was on two years ago?
I haveno idea

When's the last time you used a vacuum cleaner?
Yesterday

Who does the most chores in your house?
My mom

When's the last time someone complimented your outfit?
I dont know

What do/did you get in trouble for the most at school?
Language

Do/did you have any gay teachers?
I don't think so.

What do you think of people who are way too open about their sex lives?
If you got to tell someone Im the one to talk to I guess lol I dont tell
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Oh the times they are a-changin [05 Nov 2009|06:44pm]
Id like to day that its funny how things work themselves out...but I dont really know if they have worked themselves out yet.
I guess what I mean is that its strange how when people leave your life, others enter it.
Scott and I break up the same week that Mike and I become friends again. Although those events are unrelated, its ironic I guess.
Im glad to have him back. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted. I dont have to worry anymore. I always thought about what it would be like to see him again, if I ever saw him again. I honestly never thought that I would. Im glad I did. I can tell hes different. Hes a little more worn and jaded. But he treats me just the same. He would never let anything happen to me. Which is funny because he is precisely what happened to me...it is what it is though. Hes my Michael and I love him.
Scott. He is perfect and has everything going for him. He has got to learn when to not let his stupid pride get in his own way.
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[19 Oct 2009|09:22pm]
just kno the feelings mutual brit i always asked myself what if... take care of yourself and tell whatever his name is how lucky he is...


You fucking bastard.

I didn't mean that.

But come the fuck on man.

For real.

I am at a loss for words.

You kill me kiddo.
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[15 Oct 2009|10:00pm]
You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..
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[14 Oct 2009|09:09am]
01. Have you ever met an artist that you admire (musician, actor, painter, ect...)?
-Yeahh

02. If so, was that encounter a positive one, or were you let down?
-I wasnt let down

03. What form (s) of art could you do everyday for the rest of your life and be content with?
-cake decorating. fuck yeah.

04. If some elderly person cuts in front of you at a restaurant/store, do you tell them to get in the back of the line? How old/senile do they have to be for you to let it slide?
-No. Their life is obviously way more important. It would piss me off but I dont think Id say anything. Its just a line.

05. If you back into a car in a parking lot and no one is around to see the accident, do you get the fuck out of there?
-hahaha sorry fdr tailgaters.

06. Have you ever blacked out from way too much booze? What's the craziest story you've heard about yourself from said blackout?
-Yeah. I dont get like that anymore. As far as I know I havent done anything crazy. I just say a lot of fucked up things. Imagine that.

07. What food (s) can you no longer eat from the "too much booze" factor?
-I dont think Ive ever had that particular problem

08. Favorite band/song at the moment?
-Refused and hatebreed. Its been that way for awhile.

09. What are you passionate about?
-Protecting people.

10. What's was your favorite roadtrip?
-I dont know. They have all been pretty good.

11. Worst?
-No idea.

12. Favorite concert?
-Warped tour 2003.

13. Drunkest concert?
-I dont think Ive been drunk at a concert

14. If you knew that you wouldn't get caught, how fast would you drive down the highway on a road trip?
-Ive never got a ticket

15. Do you already do this anyways?
-I dont really pay too much attention to how fast I am going.

16. If someone you get to know has a REALLY annoying laugh, do you actually address this issue, or let it slide? Do you become dark and mysterious if you don't address the laughing issue?
-My laugh is pretty annoying so who am I to say anything. And what the fuck question is that.

17. Have you ever felt the withdrawal symptoms from your coffee/tea addiction?
-Sometimes I get that caffein headache

18. If you're a non cuddly person when it's time to actually sleep at night and the person you're with IS a cuddly sleeper...do you address this issue, or try to sleep uncomfortably for the rest of the relationship?
-I am cuddly.

19. How important is music to you?
-It helps. a lot.

20. Do you have certain songs or an album that have in a lot of ways saved your life? If you're willing to share, what's the song/album?
-rancid- put come the wolves. refused- the shape of punk to come. misfits- static age.

21. Do you have certain songs that were so powerful to you they bring you back to a certain memory/place/person? If you're willing to share, what's the song?
-ANY misfits song brings me back to mike's house and taking naps. which is creepy, but ok.
-journey to the end reminds me of caitlin.
-and helena, another one of the misfits belongs to scott.

22. Do you hold back from relationship advice when you see certain friends making mistakes? How close do you have to be to someone to say something? OR...how bad does the relationship have to be for you to say something?
-If I am really close Id say something. But some things you just have to learn for yourself. Because if youre anything like me, you wont listen anyway.

23. Why do you think the candy manufacturers make the green and yellow candies? Are you one of those sick people who eat them?
-I didnt know eating green and yellow candy was an issue.

24. Would you trust someone who actually puts orange marmalade on their toast for breakfast? Why do jam makers actually make orange marmalade?
-No, probably not. Thats like men who wear pink. Just dont.

25. Would you date a smoker? Have you ever stopped smoking for someone? Have you ever made a smoker stop because of you?
-I have. I stopped for scott. he didnt ask me to, i just kinda did. And Ive never made anyone stop because of me.

26. What are your thoughts on pot?
-Pot and prostitution should be legalized and taxed. Not that I am some big fan of it, but it would eliminate a lot of issues.

27. Which band(s) is/are your guilty pleasure?
-uhm, rod stewart lol

28. Have you ever dated a really bad kisser? What was the outcome of the situation?
-yeah, Im not saying any names lol. just know it wasnt scott and it wasnt michael.

29. Do you watch really bad movies with your significant other because they wanna go, or do you compromise and have "girls/guys night out" so that situation doesn't happen?
-scott doesnt like going to the movies. i just go with cait, or my brother.

30. Is there a certain band (s) that you can't stand because one of your ex's was annoyingly obsessed with them?
-ew yes. circa survive. and saves the day to an extent. what the hell was i thinking.

31. What do you think is the reasoning of people who have personalized license plates? Are you one of these people? Do you also put orange marmalade on your toast?
-I dont know. I guess it makes them feel special. I dont care what my license plate says. And I dont like orange marmalade, what is going on with that shit

32. Do you know your limits for boozin' ?
- yeah

33. Oddest thing someone has said to you at a bar?
-"i want you to babysit my daughter...i dont have a daughter" WTF
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Operant Conditioning [14 Oct 2009|08:59am]
Its about that point in the year where I am getting really fed up with school. I am doing fabulous in all of my classes except Economy. Its so aggravating. Why in the world do I have to take that?

I've been complaining a lot lately.

I am really looking forward to my cousin's wedding Saturday. Well, the reception. I dont want to sit through a mass. I REALLY cant wait to see Scott dressed up. I have never seen that before.

Tonight Scott and Brian are coming over to build my little brother a mini ramp in our backyard. I melt a little bit everytime I think about it.
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If I'm just bad news... [13 Oct 2009|06:16pm]
I have to go to my cousin's wedding on Saturday, so I decided to get my nails done..try to actually look like a lady...bad idea. I am having a difficult time typing. I cant really work my phone. Forget about buttoning anything. I cant wait to rip these fuckers off. They look nice though lol I just cant function properly.

Senior seminar is wrecking my world right now. I am having the hardest time deciding how to cross my witness. I'm just going to let it ride. I will have a grand epiphany and it will all work out.

The Capitals lost to the Devils last night in a shoot out. WTF. I hate Parise.
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[11 Oct 2009|06:59pm]
What does the song you're listening to remind you of?
Being 15.

Your best friend is pregnant, what do you say?
hehehehe that child would be evil.

Name a pregnant person you know?
This girl from work. Nicole..I think..

How are things between you and the person you like/love/are with?
He is the greatest person I know.

Would you call yourself smart?
Yeah.

Which one would you rather meet president or Michael Jackson?
M.J.

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
Not a lot of people. Just a few maybe. Fuck em

Is there a summer you would never forget?
Starting June 6 2003, and everyday after of that summer.

Will tomorrow be better than today?
No. I go to school, then work. BUT the Caps play.

Do you love anyone other than your family?
Yeah.

Does anyone truly get you?
Scott and Cait.

Where will you be for this upcoming new year's eve?
I have no idea.

Last person you high fived?
My brother.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yeah.

Last time you were scared for someones life?
When my sister was in the bad accident.

Ever kissed anyone who's name started with a B?
Brian. On the cheek. That would be weird lol

Are you a jealous person?
Not really.

What was the last thing you ate?
French fry

Who do think will cry at your funeral besides family?
I have no idea.

Do you remember the very first time you listened to the song you're listening to?
Yep.

Have you ever hated someone?
For awhile. Not anymore.

Who did you like April 2006?
I dont know. I cant remember. I want to say Nick but I really have no clue.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine.

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Yeah.

Lil Wayne needs a new career right?
He needs to pull his pants up.

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
Driving tires me out.

Are you disappointed in anyone?
Yes.

Have you made a mistake this past week?
None of consequence.

Is there anything in the past you would like to try again?
YES. I should have tried harder.

Where is your biological father right now?
Somewhere in the house. I can hear him whistling.

Is your room clean?
Yeah.

Do you own any Converse?
Yeah.

If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be?
I have no idea. I feel like Cait and I discussed this last night.

What are you doing tomorrow?
School, homework, work, watching hockey.

What woke you up this morning?
My alarm

What are you sick of?
The same old

Are you missing anyone/ something?
Yes.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
haha give me five minutes. That happens more often than it should.

What are you listening to right now?
Thursday.

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Nothing out of the ordinary.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Usually if I am that upset I just stay up.

Who is the last person you physically hit?
Scotty.

Is that last person that texted you one of your best friends?
Yeah.

What time are you going to bed tonight?
I have no idea.
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Fuck the Eagles [11 Oct 2009|06:43pm]
Scott, Matt, Brian and I went to Philadeplhia today as planned. What we forgot about was football. So of course, we get to FDR and EVERYBODY is tailgating. There was hardly any room to move. But we got there about an hour before the game started so it cleared out pretty quick. Parking was really the only issue. Once all that was taken care of it turned out to be a pretty good day..chilly..but good.

Last night...wow. I do it to myself, I really do. I guess its normal though. Especially with me being the way that I am. Thank GODDD for Caitlin. Otherwise I would have been a disaster.
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